Thursday, June 11, 2009

Show & Tell - new day, same sandbox!

Aren't you all confused, scratching your head......thinking for just a second that today is Saturday?

It's not - you see Mel over at STIRRUP QUEENS recently took a vote and it was decided to move S&T to Thursday - so there you have it! If you haven't already done so - don't forget to click on over to see what everyone else is showing!!! (there may be boobs involved)

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My body is falling apart and definitely NOT aging gracefully - the following meds have now been added to my massive pill box repertoire:


One step forward two steps back - that is the body of Jenn's motto since 2008.

I just need to say it - WTF????? Enough already!!! I am sick of feeling sick, being sick, doctors trying to diagnosis the sick, and the meds to treat the sick! "C'mon God - throw me a bone here!" Seems like every time I go see one doc, I have to go see another - it's a really bad chain reaction.

It's ironic - I went from pumping myself full of random fertility meds to now pumping myself full of assorted anti-depressants & blood pressure meds. Hmmmmm - kinda makes you wonder if the two things are related, doesn't it? May have to think about that some more given the fact that my doc "recommended" I go back to see a counselor to work on some of my unresolved infertility issues. (Mel - your recent post could not have been more timely I guess - thanks for that!!!)

Uggghhhhhh - my head hurts and I really want my Dunkin Donuts coffee!
BUT I am re-thinking that this morning based on my Blood pressure and new med!
F*ckity F*ck F*ck F*ck - This totally stinks!!!

MOOD REPORT:

11 comments:

Kristin said...

Ugh...I know what you mean about it sucking to add more drugs. My poor hubby has so many med between his bum knee and his diabetes.

{{{Hugs}}}

imafishey said...

*Big Hug*

Beautiful Mess said...

Aww honey I'm sorry! Tell your body to shape up or ELSE! I may be short but I have a Look that can make a grown man cry!

I'm more sad that you have to give up COFFEE! Want me to drink a few extra cups for you? Hang in there, sweetie!
Love ya!
*HUGS*

Another Dreamer said...

(*hugs*) Ungh. More drugs suck.

Miriam said...

I'm sorry about more meds... I come from a "no more new meds" stance myself and it's gotta be way frustrating.

You can always just get a small cup of DD... *hug*

~Miriam

becomingwhole said...

As someone who has to take quite a few meds herself--I'm so sorry. I hope things get better.

Queenie. . . said...

I completely hear you.I went through a whole health spiral (mostly downward) last year, and it took me almost a year to get back to baseline. I hope you start feeling better soon, and get to kick the med's, to boot!

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I cam to the comment box with absolutely sympathy, but I need to tell you that I read "throw me a bone here" as "throw me a boner" and thought for a moment, "does she really want to have sex right now if she's feeling like crap?"

Cough.

mekate said...

So sorry you're feeling less that perfect-- (realizing this may be an understatement)-- I hope your blood pressure settles the heck down, and that your mood does too-- this IF crap takes it down to the bone, Jenn, and it just does not go away once we decide something or move in a direction, or take action, or decide not to decide. It stays deep and raw for many of us anyway-- so good for you for being brave and looking at it all with a guide, and also good for you for taking such good care of you! It is not easy to do, and you're doing great. And yeah, fuck it, you do deserve a break or 10.

Sorry you are dealing with all of this, but glad you are handling what you can.

Sending warm wishes your way,
Kate

WiseGuy said...

This sux.....will chant your last line with you~!

The Steadfast Warrior said...

I agree, drugs suck. Hope you feel better soon!